Sunday, 4 March 2018

9 days after my freedom

My wound is fully healed. There is just some stain remaining on my butt, but it is good to perform shoots.

This challenge is over for good. I don't plan to do more reports. I am enjoying right now a long, wild travel.

I tried my My-Steel belt and bra: the hot glue is average. It doesnt hold very well on small surfaces, but it can be very good combined with neoprene glue andon big surfaces. I didn't shower with yet though.

I am very happy to have lived and shared this experience with you =^.^=

From a shoot done yesterday, happy to wear classy dresses =^.^=

Wednesday, 28 February 2018

FAQ about the Hell's Belt

This heavy belt! you were plenty to ask me questions about this bulky belt.

I will not detail here how I feel in the belt (it is already detailed a lot in other articles). I will comment the belt itself.

Remind: this belt is a prototype: there are no other Hell's Bemt in the world.

Weight, thickness

4.1 kg (9 lb). This is the heaviest belt I have ever handled.
The steel thickness is from 5 mm (0.2 '') (plates) to 8 mm (0.3 '') (arches).

Made to measure?

Yes. Thick belts have to be tried for settings. I gave the metal worker my measurements, and he made the belt. The belt fitted me perfectly when I tried it (it is loose now due to my weight losses), but still fitting great).
Plates are not flat. They are curved according to my shapes.

Hygiene, safety

The shield is widely slotted with a steel rod above. Peeing is easy to do and easy to clean: water and this is it. It can be done with or without the rod.
To go to number 2, I have to unscrew the rod, so there is enough space to let it go through. The rod can be done and undone by myself with a tool.
Even without the rod, my belt is safe: I could get some arousal, but no orgasms (my clitoris is covered by the front plate).


This is a weakness of this prototype: the locks are not protected. There are just 2 padlocks which hold arches. I didn't want to get integrated locks since I love having padlocks. Boltcutters can cut them easily, but this is not the worst problem for me.

I am very happy with this belt, and so happy to have spent 30 days in!

 My wounds are healing (5 days after unlocking).



Left arch open.

Side, showing curves of the plates.

Tuesday, 27 February 2018

4 days after my month in chastity

I didn't wear any chastity belt or bra or steel collar today.

I went to the swimming pool. It was so great to swim without the belt!
There was just 1 problem: many annoying specimens of types B and C (respectively Babies and Children). More women should wear chastity belts to avoid producing these specimens.
One of this specimens looked at me when I was showering. He was half my height (litterally: his head was as high as my hips). He said "she is tall!". It already happened when I was in a store: some young boys watched me as if I was a giant. This is one of the (few) advantages to be so tall.

This evening, I watched "Shrek". When the chandelier fell on the dragon's neck, the desire came back, I wanted to lock back my collar. However, I didn't give in, and I didn't touch my collar.

I am often asked pictures of my belt (from out and in). I must do this quickly.

I had a busy day. I am tired now.

My wounds are healing. The skin is still sensitive (it reddens easily when I scratch).

Rednesses are due to the swim (they faded before I went to bed), but the wounds are looking good.

Monday, 26 February 2018

3 days after my month in chastity

Today, I visited my parents. My wounds are healing.

Nothing great to tell. I feel very well without steel. I don't miss my armor at all, I don't feel unsafe.

 Do you like me in a dress, with a thin collar?

Sunday, 25 February 2018

2 days after my month in chastity

I did not wear any piece of steel on my body for more than 10 min. I wore my leotards instead.

My wounds are healing. The drynesses on my chest are healing too, I just keep some blisters for now.
All damages are harmless.

Don't ask me why: the dark ring around my waist (caused by my My-Steel and old belt) is still here!

I enjoy again rope self-suspensions. I just need some training and I will do my shows soon again!
I also enjoy some yoga poses. So many forgotten pleasures I retrieved.

Sorry to publish short articles. I don't have so much to say for now.

Currently feeling: it was really worth to have suffered for 30 days.

My wounds are healing.
(there are some rednesses due to my HRM strap) 

Saturday, 24 February 2018

After my month in heavy chastity

I slept so well! it was a pleasure to enjoy a night without steel =^.^=

I loved wearing my dress and having some other orgasms. I don't remember how many I got, but I enjoyed them a lot!

I don't miss my armor. I prefer spending some days without steel.

My wounds are healing. I suspect there are some steel chips between some layers of my skin. The Hell's Belt is stainless steel with a thin layer of stained steel, the latter seems to have been slightly damaged.

I am enjoying my nude body. I tried the IMC, it suits me well =^.^=

I glued my My-Steel belt and bra with hot glue. It seems good, but it should be tried for longer.

Currently feeling: enjoying my freedom =^.^= 

No pictures shared today (but I shot some). Wounds did not evolve:
- coccyx: wounds and brown marks,
- chest: rednesses and little blisters,
- neck: blacknesses due to the collar.

Friday, 23 February 2018

[2 hours after freedom!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

Right after having got my keys, I was not able to speak (nor write) properly.I called a French friend to share my won with him: my sentences were hashed. I could not speak normally French.

Now, I feel good. I was overwhelmed by my feelings, this made a "emotional congestion", little came out. I felt very weird. I am now recovered.

This experience was excellent! I can't explain how I feel now with words from any language, it has to be lived.

The question everyone can ask: damages. Pictures are a bit harsh, but nothing is painful.
Collar: blacknesses above my shoulders (hard to see on pictures).
Bra: the skin is very dry.
Belt: yellow parts are dirt and came off after a shower, but there is a serious rash.
Damages on my body are worse than I expected.

After 2 h, I was able to walk and stand properly. I had difficulties to hold my balance properly at the begining. I was about to fall several times (especially in stairs).

I have never felt anything like this in my whole life. This is the most powerful pride and happiness I have ever had.

Currently feeling: my chest is empty.

I wore my leotard and fairy wings. I can't describe how it felt.

[FREEDOM!!!!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

I just got unlocked. I got mixed feelings. It is too hard to describe, but I am very happy.

I can hardly speak now. The emotional shock is huge.

I will need some time to clean my mind up before writing a good article. 

[The last morning!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

This is it. I spent the last night of my challenge. And it was a very good night!

I still don't know how I survived until now. 7.4 kg (16.3 lb) locked on me for such a long time. I don't recommend anyone to try such a hard experience. It is so wonderful, and I am very lucky I was able to try it.

Now, there are some shoots which are waiting to be done. My stuff will be unlocked this evening.

I am impatient. Strangely, I can hold my impatience well? I think my experience in 2017 learned me not to get too excited.

Here is the planning for today:
- morning: programming,
- 14h-16h: playing cards with friends,
- 17h-19h: school support,
- 20h: FREEDOM!
(remind: all times are given in French time, GMT+1)

Currently feeling: FINALLY, I will retrieve my nude body!

Do you like my pajama? (I know, I should shorten my fringe)

Wednesday, 21 February 2018

[Almost finished] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 29

Tomorrow, I will get my precious keys. I have less than 32 hours before finishing.

I had some breakdowns. The challenge was incredibly hard. Was it worth to have breakdowns?

Yes, definitely. It has been a very nice adventure. I am happy it will end tomorrow.
There were ups and downs in this huge ordeal. Ups make me prouder, downs make me stronger.
I didn't try it for the money. I was not paid to do this challenge (I just sell some videos of it). I tried it for my personal satisfaction. Now I know how it is to be locked in such a heavy stuff.

What will happen after my freedom?

I will relax and take care of my body. This blog will be kept updted weekly to share how I feel after the challenge. The challenge will end soon, but the consequences of this challenge (marks, rashes, strength increased, ...) are beyond these 30 days.
My model life will go on: I planned a trip to UK in early March, I have some parties/events planned, ... and of course, I will resume workout, suspensions, and wearing my Iron Maiden Corset!

Would have it been easier with breaks?

Honestly, I don't think so. I am used to having an average level of comfort. Cleaning breaks would have been important if I was stricter about my comfort and hygiene (which was the case last year).

How is my libido?

My clitoris is waken up. I sometimes feel horny. If there are fans who are talking me about arousing things, I will be frustrated.

Did I recover from my awful night?

I did a huge nap (2 h) yesterday afternoon.I slept very well this night. I was able to go outdoors (I had to look for a piece for my car).

Currently feeling: as Friedrich Nietzsche says: "That which does not kill us makes us stronger."

The Treasure Chest will unlock my chest tomorrow.